一年就这样又要过去了
回头看看，还真留下许多回忆啊!
18岁也可以讲多姿多彩啊
哈哈

喝茶到凌晨3点~

唱K唱到12点~

和朋友们一起庆祝生日，还玩cream~ 

和朋友们去 PORT DICKSON~

考试时，和朋友们一起努力读书，一起奋斗~

去KUALA SELANGOR 庆祝朋友生日，吃海鲜~

去OVERTIME 喝酒，然后回家·second round
还喝到醉了，仪态丢了  T.T ~ 

这一些一些都是珍贵的回忆啊。。

珍贵的是和你们一起过

珍贵的是有你们在为它上色

珍贵的是认识了你们

老土地来一句
”人生得一自知死而无憾“

但我还是死而有憾啦

因为还没享受够

享受不够和你们一起的时光

哈哈

和2011说再见了

一起欢迎2012 的到来吧

=D

it's 4.30 in the morning now! 

wow~ have lots of fun tonight

meeting up with secondary friends~ 

the heng dai-sssss

and ji mui-sssss 

hahaha~  and celebrated pris and pei2 birthday.. 

congratulate to both of u..

18th dy!!

=D

and i guess wiping cream on birthday ppl face has already become a tradition in our gang~  lol!! 

but still,every time,every one also will get it~ lol!  

and normally the one got in straight in the face and with STYLE! 

is li wey.. hahaha!  

part 3

To the dearest Chelsea Chan Pui Yee aka MONKEY

this is the post specially dedicated to u~ 

sorry for the a bit bit bit late which i dragged for almost half a year?

LOL!! 

jeng! jeng! jeng! jeng! 

this is my MONKEY friend!! 

a very close friend of mine

knew her for 5 years? 

wow! time flies~

still remember how we knew each others? 

hahaha!  across the road~  lol! 

there are many precious memories with this friendship

thanks for being there when i need u

u made me believe that between a boy and girl

there are pure friendship

and i treasure this friendship very very much! =D

what else should i write? 

haha.. there are a lot but i don't think i can write it all out

cause this would make the post superb LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG

xD

just wanna let u know that no matter what happen

u r still my BFF  =D

oh ya,pls wait patiently for ur BANANA ya MONKEY!!  xPPPP

my mom,bro and sis are back~ 

15 days trip to Philippine to visit my aunt

i realise i'm kinda miss them

but i'm kinda miss my freedom as well

lol!  can't go anywhere i wish and back any time i like which i did for the 15 days

mom bought some shirt and pants for me

kinda nice

but i love the watch which my grandmom bought for me

it's neither very nice nor expensive but I LOVE IT! 

hahaha

one more funny thing!! 

grandmom told me that my bro threw a tantrum when shopping with mom

because my mom don't allow him to buy something

guess what~ 

HE WANTED TO BUY HIGH HEELS!! 

WTF!! 

and now he is wearing mom's high heels walking around at home = = !! 

i'm crazy soon... outside keep on kik kok kik kok 

!@#$%@#$&*

ny bro very happy with the present i bought him

but more happy with the present my dad bought him

IPAD 2~

walau!!  envy dao~ 

nvm,i can always play it.. hahaha 

1 more paper to go!!  =D
math paper 1!!
hopefully can score!

so far kinda worry bout exam

law paper~ not enough time..

content seems like pretty little

and kinda worry for not answering the question

econs paper~ 

paper 2 was quite hard

not sure whether the point i answered is the point they want @@ 

paper 1 (which is today)

was HARD!! 

but luckily got 1/3 was past year

but still got 1/3 are those hardcore question

keep bringing ppl turn and turn and turn 

the question twisted and twist again and again

@@ 

!#$%^*&#^%&%$!

then math~  i think i confirm lost 2 to 5 marks..
cause i left out one step!! 

only one step!!  

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then others not confirm correct some more 

one word : WORRY!! 

hopefully next thursday paper (math paper 1 ) 

can score! 

god pls bless me!!!!! 

New Chapter

fuhh~ at last finish editing my blog

decide to change it since my life changes~ 

i'm single now ^^ 

happy? sad? 

i don't know! hahaha

watched this! 

it's a true life story!

it makes me remember some of my secondary school life memory

it's just that mine don't have girl in class

and no TFK in class

and no staying back at school to study

and no cutting botak

hahahaha

after watching this movie

i feel like going back to form 1!!!! 

but this time going to mix school~ lol!! 

the ending was kinda sad

i'm keep wondering

if that guy or girl be a bit more brave and start the conversation

i guess the ending will be totally different

but what to do..

that's what we call faith i guess

True love does not have happy ending

because it will not have an ending

 TAN SIN YEE!!
Happy 18th Birthday!!
finally u r 18th

dai gor lui dy! haha

hopefully i manage to give u a memorable celebration

hope u r happy with every things

hm.. 

so i guess both of us r single now

honestly,till now.. i din feel regret to confess to u on 5th of july

my 1st love gave to a person who are very kind,understanding and NAUGHTY!! 

haha

had a lot of happy memories

well,let delete the bad one

and save the nice one

lets make our 1st love the memorable one  ^^

 when we were watching final destination 5!!

when celebrating out half year anniversary at Sunway Lagoon~

when i drive to kepong to find u for dinner~ 

when we go to the hungry camp lol!!

when we celebrating ur birthday~ 

when we study together for spm! 

when u get SS while i'm driving

haha!  looking back~
really have had kinda lots of funny and happy memory

16th of july

our 1st date  

we were like normal friend

feel so awkward! hahaha.. 

it's also the 1st day i hold ur hand ^^

13th of august

my 1st kiss given to you~ 

hahaha.. 

16th of october

1st time sitting couple seat in cinema

nice bo?  lol~ 

looking back the diary i wrote when we started

it's like full of happiness

but i stopped to continue it

u asked me why

now i tell u~ 

because i know u'll read it

and so,i'm like writing something for u to read

and not writing my own feeling

that's why i stopped on 16th of october

reading back the diary,i find it's sort of interesting 

how our face got red.. how paiseh r we.. lol!

well,i think we should let all of these become memory.. 

let us become friend again

no no!  is close friend! ^^

hope u happy always!  =)

it's 7.19 now

waiting for my dinner

listening songs 

in a moody mood

don't know what to do

lots of study waiting to be done before mon

but yet feeling lazy to do

i start to hate home alone

the quietness

loneliness

emptiness

bored-ness

annoy me,A LOT!! 

feeling bad now

something in my heart is expanding

can feel its pressure

it's going to burst

keep on finding way to release it

i guess i just cant stand see u suffering

but yet i don't feel like continuing 

i'm sorry

it's my problem

now feeling like needing a listener

but yet i hate to explain 

the feel is really complicated

i hate to explain it over and over again

because it's like REAL complicated = =! 

and sometime really don't feel like troubling ppl with my problems

i'm a man!! 

i should be tough!!!

ya.. i should!! 

maybe u r rite..

i'm trying to put this relation to an end

maybe i really don't love her enough

it's my problem... really..

not her's

sometime i just don't know how to express it out

sometime these kind of feelings

u experience it then u'll know

when i 1st started with her

she is really a happy girl

often may hear her laughter

but as time passes

then are more =( and more ='(

sometime due to some problem

sometime due to our character

i guess in other words,it means not suitable

i'm tired with all of these

mentally tired ~ 

i feel better to be friend back seriously

i feel heartache when see u cry

but i really hope to stop all of these

why must both ppl become couple?
why can't be a bit more mature and be friend
since the relation is not happy?
i don't hope until a stage that we hate each other then only wanna break
i hope our 1st love is memorable
sincerely,i wish u happy and find a better one

i believe in faith
if it's belongs to one's
no mattr how u push it away
it's still belong to one's
if it's not
no matter how u pull
it's still not belong to one's

honestly,u deserve better

hopefully we can still be friend

very good that type

time to clear dust!! 

yesterday went to peggy's open house for deepavali
lol!  kinda fun actually

she invited her secondary school friends and some college friends
mana tahu itu kelly put aeroplane! = =!

so ends up i'm kinda paiseh there
cause beside yuki and peggy and sin yee

i know no one.. lol! 

but not bad la.. kinda fun

and i lost RM7   T.T

nvm la~  7 only ma.. 

well,my next paper is on 31st

two paper on 1 day

math and econs

plus econs is paper 2 omg! 

really got to change back study mood immediately

yesterday when we were chatting in the car

u told me that if i feel we r not suitable

then u r ok that two of us become friend again

actually i can feel u r swallowing ur tears when u said that

honestly, me too.. 

i really don't know what to do

feel like not suitable but yet afraid to let go

contradicting!!!! 

maybe we should let go and two of us become friend?

maybe we should continue and ignore the problems?

honestly,either way.. i hope we can be friend forever

one more thing is,i really don't hope u to be sad anymore

or suffering 

don't u feel we r sort of in a suffocating situation in this relationship?

sorry to say that.. i'm 

well,i guess let us to cool down for some time then only decide

i don't wish to make any regret decision..